there's still bio and chem mcqs to go
but oh crap, i just really can't take it anymore. don't feel like studying. haha it's not like i've been studying real hard the past few weeks, it's just that i've been cramming too much -the day before-. for the exam period i've been cramming entire syllabi into the void up there. though it's been somewhat effective in achieving its goal of multiplying my knowledge xx on each subject, it's also taken a major toll on my head. i found myself shivering while 'chiong-mugging' for bio and chem. yesterday, especially. and ya, i was shivering. damn weird. it's like a studying 'high', when info is just flowing through ur head at about 4 topics per hour -.- lol as weird as it sounds...it's been bugging me the past week.
haven't been able to sleep well either. true that i've been getting my dose of an average of 8hrs a day..but! i keep waking up in the middle of the night. and when i wake up, i go "oh crap. ok lemme try to recall something i crammed a few hours ago". and i end up with totally weird answers. the night before econs essays i half dream about writing differential equations in my essays. and yeah im quite sure i was dreaming. cos altho i knew that it's not something i'm supposed to be doing, i couldn't control the thought. and i had similar screwed up nights last night, monday, last friday...argh my head's all messed up. one of the worst feelings, to me, is when im mentally drained but physically quite hyper. gets the body confused. at least when you're tired both physically and mentally, you can go to sleep peacefully.
argh, prelims. painful lessons learnt. i wholely under-estimated maths. esp stats, which killed me today. i ended up doing several questions twice...well ok, partly due to my lousy reading skills, but argh. haven't been practising anything! i can only remember practising binomial and poisson about 2 weeks ago. and oh i totally forgot that the 'stats' paper is 40% pure maths. so i got slaughtered by an easy vectors question, destroyed by complex numbers...ARGH my only worthy A! down the drain out the window into the toilet bowl. damn sad. i guess that's why i'm here. writing rubbish. complaining like a girl. oops. ok i feel better now.
aiyo i feel so sad that i'm not going to own for prelims like i've always pictured it would be. but i really can't complain cos i didn't put in the effort. about 5 weeks more...i have to really time things well now.
but oh crap, i just really can't take it anymore. don't feel like studying. haha it's not like i've been studying real hard the past few weeks, it's just that i've been cramming too much -the day before-. for the exam period i've been cramming entire syllabi into the void up there. though it's been somewhat effective in achieving its goal of multiplying my knowledge xx on each subject, it's also taken a major toll on my head. i found myself shivering while 'chiong-mugging' for bio and chem. yesterday, especially. and ya, i was shivering. damn weird. it's like a studying 'high', when info is just flowing through ur head at about 4 topics per hour -.- lol as weird as it sounds...it's been bugging me the past week.
haven't been able to sleep well either. true that i've been getting my dose of an average of 8hrs a day..but! i keep waking up in the middle of the night. and when i wake up, i go "oh crap. ok lemme try to recall something i crammed a few hours ago". and i end up with totally weird answers. the night before econs essays i half dream about writing differential equations in my essays. and yeah im quite sure i was dreaming. cos altho i knew that it's not something i'm supposed to be doing, i couldn't control the thought. and i had similar screwed up nights last night, monday, last friday...argh my head's all messed up. one of the worst feelings, to me, is when im mentally drained but physically quite hyper. gets the body confused. at least when you're tired both physically and mentally, you can go to sleep peacefully.
argh, prelims. painful lessons learnt. i wholely under-estimated maths. esp stats, which killed me today. i ended up doing several questions twice...well ok, partly due to my lousy reading skills, but argh. haven't been practising anything! i can only remember practising binomial and poisson about 2 weeks ago. and oh i totally forgot that the 'stats' paper is 40% pure maths. so i got slaughtered by an easy vectors question, destroyed by complex numbers...ARGH my only worthy A! down the drain out the window into the toilet bowl. damn sad. i guess that's why i'm here. writing rubbish. complaining like a girl. oops. ok i feel better now.
aiyo i feel so sad that i'm not going to own for prelims like i've always pictured it would be. but i really can't complain cos i didn't put in the effort. about 5 weeks more...i have to really time things well now.
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