oh noooo i wasted the break. ok maybe not, i managed to read up on some stuff which i think will help my gp abit! but it sucks when i realise that i havent touched BCM at all, and i have only just started to do abit of E. it's ok. i think my plan right now is to pull up my gp and econs first, cos it's much easier to catch up in BCM later on. in fact, if i were to mug like, organic chem now, i'll prolly forget it within a week or so. on the other hand, gp and econs stuff needs more time to sink in. so there.

aaand oh i just counted. i had 3 compres and 3 essays to complete this week. one set from mah gp tutor in sch, one set fr gp clinic, and one set fr gp tutor at home.. voila. mixed feelings here though. i think about the SIX x 1.5hrs of sitting down without fidgeting and i groan. then i think about how close gp is and suddenly, i feel so happy that i have the chance to practise. zzz. only one set completed so far. zzzzz

and i have started whipping out nescafe. sacrifice teeth colour tone for mugging stamina. hm. i think caffeine has more of a psychological effect on me. doesnt really keep me awake if i feel lazy.

yay i'm gonna be 18 soon. have no plans to celebrate though..cos i think everyone's busy and i don't really have the energy to throw a party or anything. haha so much for the 18th birthday.





i deeply regret. my mal-filing practices. i just cannot seem to keep a file updated. and the mistake is starting to take its toll on me.


and ndp was boring. gets more boring every year. maybe cos i get increasingly cheesed off by the special performance they have each year. i.e. this yr's one of that red fish skater guy. ohhhhhhhhhh i didn't even want to eat in front of the tv. which caused me to miss the fireworks. ok lol.