Thursday, July 19, 2007

Track and Field finals 2007

it all ended yesterday! at least for me. to my juniors: it will be over very, very soon.

hm yesterday's finals were quite different from other finals, in the sense that the atmosphere wasn't that heavy? i dunno. at least to me, it wasn't. but weirdly enough, it was the most exciting one i've been to. but hmm. isn't it excitement that's supposed to create the heavy atmosphere? ok bleagh.

anyway, the guys got silver, the girls got gold. really happy for the girls! happy that t&f can contribute to RJ's gold rush too.

and so, it's over for us seniors. i think we're all still quite excited, and it'll take about a week before we actually realise that we don't have to train anymore- and look at the sad side of it. boo i think i'm gonna get like fattish and smallish now. i realised that i don't have much willpower when it comes to going out to get exercise. at most i'll exercise at home in my room where there's no fresh air. that's stupid.

track and field. the past two years for me have been...hmm! cannot be described in one word. all the fun, excitement, amusement, stress i've had. getting demoralised by bad throws. the joy of getting a nice throw! the feeling of adrenaline rushing through my body during throws/weights. being tired after training. wearing tights! lol. feeling useless and loserish after being pushed around by juniors. feeling sad that i can't scold people who deserve to get a good scolding. feeling accomplished after meeting my goals! getting injured in all the different places of my anatomy. getting injured mentally.

it's quite a relief that it's all over! i don't think i could take another year of it. too much stress. i guess it comes with the duty of being the captain-someone's gonna have to take the blows, right? good luck to my juniors.

it's now time to tackle the As, and look ahead. lately i've been wondering about whether i really want to pursue medicine, and whether i'm suited for it. as the time to make the decision draws closer...it just gets harder. i don't plan to do something that i don't totally want to do for the rest of my life.

as for now, time to get down to studying!

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